By Jim Koury, Seeker of Inspirational Forces
© 2014 James R. Koury. All Rights Reserved.
Until we are ready to breach that sacredly placed seal guarding this internal roadmap we are simply agents of our non-awakened state. Our consciousness has not yet begun to be the engine that propels us forward to the point where we begin to question who we are and why we are here.
Once this happens there is no turning back. It is like a genie that has been encapsulated inside their bottle awaiting the time when someone removes the seal of their prison and allows them to escape from their captivity. Once free the genie will not voluntarily return to their solitary state guarded by the protective seal retaining them within.
When we begin our journeys of awakened consciousness people are placed in our paths who are meant to guide us and help us along on our path of life to discover our true purpose. They are agents of clarity. Such agents offer us advice and see a perspective we cannot see of a situation since they have a key to enter the sphere of consciousness that many are not privy to.
Who are these agents of clarity? In my case it has been spiritual individuals who were presented to me in somewhat dire times when I needed help getting beyond myself and my ego based state of consciousness.
My first exposure to a spiritualist was back in my late 20’s when I was living in the Capital District. I was involved in a business opportunity with some folks whose mother had psychic abilities. I remember being at her house once and she sat me down and looked very seriously into my eyes and stated, “The hand of God is on you.”
Of course I thought she was crazy and buried what she said inside. However, she got me thinking about things a bit and from that point on I always wanted to sit with her and discuss my future. I was always afraid to do so since I feared she would tell me things I didn’t want to hear.
My second instance was during a time of deeply intense self-doubt driven by fear and worry. I was in a very dark place mentally but never showed that outwardly – or at least I didn’t think I did. I was in a period of very stressful financial challenges and some other things that just wreaked havoc on my ability to make fully informed decisions.
Then one night while in the Gay.com chat rooms, a dude from Albany IM’d me and we started chatting. He told me he sensed within himself that he should reach out to me to say hi and had some inkling that there were issues adversely impacting me that I might need help with.
He ultimately put me in contact with an amazing spiritually based woman who I shall be forever indebted. She made me aware of aspects of myself that forever changed me and how I viewed the world. She began to help me shape and mold my true world view as per that hidden deep inside on the roadmap of our lives. She took the protective seal off and ignited my drive toward self-excellence and to seek answers about me inside myself, where they have always been.
I am currently entrusting my spiritual path to yet another remarkable person that has helped me make more recent life’s decisions. She has also given me the encouragement to trust my intuition much more and to listen to my gut, as that is where universal power resides and provides its input on important decisions that need to be made.
My path has also crossed with a few other agents of clarity that impacted the way I view the world around me. They provided their unique, keen insight into who I am and why I do some of the things I do. Their ability to access spiritual records has provided focus which I did not have before and have given me a better understanding of my personality and what makes me tick.
All of these people have made me realize that the feelings we have in our gut are real and should be listened to. Sometimes we ignore our gut feelings only to realize later that we should have paid more attention to them. It is when we begin to rely on our instincts and our gut feelings unconditionally and without question that a whole new dimension is added to our consciousness because we trusted ourselves fully and completely.
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